A couple years ago or more, I did a video where I talked about my dad, there were so many emotions going through me about him, that I mostly just talked about the bad times between us, and unfortunately I sure did let it all out and of course he watched it and was really upset witch of course he was, what father wouldn’t be after watching what his son had said about him, but I was so angry and hurt, he would say some really messed up things to me while growing up, always coming home from work in a bad mood, taking it out on me, he would teach me to never trust people and that the world was dangerous and a bad place, I didn’t always like the way he would treat my mom and sisters, when I was really young I didn’t understand what he did for a living but I knew it had to do with airplanes and I thought that was so cool !!!! And we would take vacations to all these different states and I would always think to myself: damn !!! This mofo is rich, I just always thought he was so intelligent and a great businessman like Vince McMahon and Donald Trump and also Paul Tuttle Sr. My dad was well respected anywhere he went, he was also a very good storyteller, was it true or false, you would never know 🙂 he could also make you really love him or really hate him, you never knew what side of him you were gonna get, do I love him ? Absolutely, no other man could ever make the sacrifices he made to provide for his family, I just didn’t like his behavior and things that he would say sometimes, unfortunately as time went on, he retired and things happened in his life that I could never imagine going through, he started self medicating with food and alcohol, his body is slowly giving up, every time I leave for work I fear I’m gonna come home and find him on the floor with my mom standing over him sobbing, they sure have been through a lot together and I love them both and I’m so grateful for everything they did for me and my sisters