Sometimes being rejected multiple times can really destroy self confidence, it can make you stop wanting to try and make those calls, send those emails and just not even want to participate in society anymore, it also can make the negative cover up the positive, I try every day to say to myself: everyday is a new day and I can do this but do I wake up and wish I was an abled bodied person, yeah I do, because than people would leave me alone and I could just be 31, make more money and have a girlfriend without even trying, don’t get me wrong, I’ve never been ashamed of who I am, I’ve always considered myself just like everyone else, just with limited mobility but every once in a while I do wish I was like Stone Cold Steve Austin, Bill Goldberg or John cena, cuz at least than nobody would mess with me