growing up I had all kinds of help and support all the way up until I was 18 and than it was just so weird because everyone just disappeared, even tho I still had family, but I started to feel abandoned, ya see, my childhood was surrounded by nurses, doctors, physical therapist and caregivers, in my world they were my friends, they were all I knew, I got older and everyone moved on and I didn’t know what to do, I began to think I was nothing more than people’s puppet and action figure, unfortunately I started finding the kind of attention I wanted again but in bars and clubs, it was fun for a few years until it wasn’t, although I’m in a much better place in my life now, I still have that occasional loneliness/abandonment feeling, always make sure to check in on each other from time to time