A lot of the times when people meet me, they think I’m amazing and they start wanting to hang out with me and be in my life, but then this strange thing happens where they just become uninterested or they become bored or I in some kind of way, become an inconvenience to their life and they just disappear and never to be seen or heard from again, this tends to make me very frustrated and it puts me in a bad place emotionally and I end up saying things like: well who did you expect to be hangin out with, Dwane Johnson or brad Pitt, this ain’t no fairytale lady, that’s not how life works. Lol And I know that doesn’t help or makes the woman feel better about me but damn !!! I mean I have flaws and limitations and I physically need help with certain things like getting into a car, transferring in and out of my wheelchair and so forth, in reality I did not choose this lifestyle, It’s not my fault, being disabled is extremely difficult and painful especially when you live in a abled body world, it is what it is, it’s hard but it’s not the end of the world