I believe it’s been about 5 years now since I stopped drinking, and although it’s been the best decision I’ve ever made, I find my anxiety and depression at a all time high, I’m lot more aware and I find myself feeling more afraid than I ever have in my life, that’s the downside to sobriety, the upside is that I can think clearly and I’m able to succeed a lot more and just focus on my mental and physical wellbeing, the point is that, there’s really not a day that goes by where I don’t think about having a drink and going to visit my old drinking pals, but I really enjoy having a job and having a clear mind and trying to build other people up, always stop and take a deep breath and tell yourself it’s gonna be ok and just keep building your life the way you want to